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The most intense experience ever imagined. It was an insanely fun concert, besides the pain and agony of pushing crowds and such, and I enjoyed all of it.

Go see GWAR if a concert comes around near you... bring clothes that aren't important and some ziplock bags. :P

http://www.gwar.net

I found my cell phone and couldn't be happier. Yay!!

Plans for a party next week have been put into place. It will be a fun and safe time!! :D

~dAR

I lost my cell phone somewhere today. I know exactly the time I had it last and the place I most likely dropped it. I wish the pants I got for work would be able to hold the contents it is supposed to in its pockets. I cannot even hold ink pens in there easily...

Well everything is going great and my $1000 will be reach most likely by the end of next month!! By then I can worry about the Nekocon panel and get the Power Point complete. Final Fantasy XI is coming along too. Everything is going great!! :D

~dAR

Well I just lost all I had posted into this post, but this just proves what I just was trying to say. Being prepared for the worst when unexpected things occur is well worth it.

I am not super angry that I lost all I have been typing for half an hour, I am completely content.


Giving help and support face to face is a much suitable option anyways. At least the blogging helped me say what I needed to say, even though nobody will be able to hear me out.


I apologize for the missing post but this is enough to suffice to prove my point.

~dAR

I am free!! All of my bills and debts are paid!! w00t!!!!!!!!


So yeah, work is going great and talks of moving out are improving. I will save up enough to care for myself for two months and get off on my own. Yay me!!


Well hopefully everything will continue on this path of prosperity and I will be able to fend for myself in this world. SO awesome. I am happy indeed.

"No one on the corner has swag like us
Hit me on my burner prepaid wireless
We pack and deliver like UPS trucks
Already going hell just pumping that gas"

-Paper Airplanes by MIA

~dAR

I recently got a job at Wing Zone delivering. It is fun and very exciting, and usually never boring. So my life is in the green now I guess, all of the negativity seems to be escaping me! :D

As for everything else, I am doing quite a bit to help around the house for my dad. Though he may not know it, I truly care. So at least for this amount of time while my morale is high, I can try to make my dad appreciate me more.

My work-out regimen should be placed into stone, but it seems like I had used some easily weathered rocks to do so. ^_^;;
Hopefully tomorrow I can take an hour out of my day to do some quite exercises. I gain my weight back all I need to do is gain muscle. Not to hard right? Well I need to fit it in with my night living habit as well as work. This is one of those times I wish I had an iPod to listen to while I jog. *sigh*

I am near complete of my RoTK data gathering and will start on the powerpoint soon. I do not fear failure on this project at all and expect it to be the best yet. My partner in crime on this project, na_no_da_, is excited about my progress and hopefully will be willing to sit down and go through a mock demonstration of the powerpoint when it is complete. Things like that need to be done to ensure timing accuracy so that all of Romance of the Three Kingdoms can be summerized in around an hour. I expect it to be easy as I will do it lecture style and take questions at the end.
The Sengoku(Warring States) era of Japan is next, it will be the 2nd hour of the panel at Nekocon. Bad enough, I gotta have it less than an hour. We still need time for answering questions. Poor us, I am sure we will manage.

So I have $200 or so to go until I am officially finished. But hey, I have not died or given up so I should be proud!(but not full of too much pride)

I am near complete with compiling information for the Romance of the Three Kingdoms portion of the Nekocon panel. I am actually getting quite emotional over the story and will enjoy telling the plot to others at the convention. It still is hard to differentiate history and fiction but I am sure the internet can easily help me with that. Next is the Sengoku period of Japan.


I am also working on my shishi fic and will hopefully have chapter one up on ff.net asap. However, I do not know if I want to end the chapter and skip a scene or describe the scene and end the chapter after climax. Decisions, decisions...

So what does one do if he doesn't want to live anymore?

DANCE

Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!



Everything seems so harsh with all the bills being jobless, and impending jail time coming at me. But rest assured, it is near September and new jobs will be opening up! Yay!!!!!!!!!!!!

If I can send the government $302 before September 10th, I will be free of all stress and anxiety!!

However, I still need to turn in my Busch Gardens uniform stuffs. I will be sure to do that whenever I have the gas! xD


So yeah, my life is kinda hellish but I wouldn't just leave it. I know there is a chance to survive, and I will take it!!

Love you all!!

~dAR

I am quite prepared. However, I'd be the smart strategy making person and not so much the brawny defender.

The plan is that as soon as I notice an outbreak has occured, I will try my hardest to make my way to my brother from another mother's apartment complex. He lives on the third floor and these stairs are steep. We will be pretty much safe for awhile, but food and such will become a need. Thank goodness for the nearby Wal-Mart!! :D

Today feels so ordinary. A promising bright future, one that will save me from the current dark present, looms right around the corner. However, I cannot foresee how to reach that light and when it will ever happen.

I received some replies about some jobs I applied for today. Quite a relief to know they actually considered me period. One of the jobs actually seems to be interested in me, hopefully I can obtain this job so that my life will get back on track.

Life is not always so transparent. The opaque reality blinds you into submission, pressuring you to break through it, or to break yourself trying to. I suppose the only best way to pull through is to keep staring at the solid wall until it fades away. Believing that you can do something, believing in yourself is the first step to a transparent life. Translucency is much better than not seeing anything beyond the trouble at all.

~dAR

I spent most of today waiting for something to happen. It isn't like I have not done anything myself to make something happen, it is just that I have done all I could and am waiting for replies.

Life crept up on me and caught me off guard. Looks like I might be forced to wait until all the school kids go back to school just to get a job. Quite a sad predicament but I am sure I can manage.

Worse thoughts could be thought. I am glad they haven't! :D

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